

Jillian's story of the questions that led to her stepping away, and the Spirit that brought her back
May 11, 2025
Jillian Deaton, a professional ASL interpreter renowned for her work alongside artists like Taylor Swift, shares her deeply personal journey of faith and doubt. She candidly discusses the emotional turmoil she faced in 2020, grappling with her beliefs while navigating racial and LGBTQ+ issues within the church. Jillian highlights the immense value of community support during crises, revealing how such connections can spark transformation and resilience in the face of adversity.
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Jillian's COVID Isolation Struggles
- Jillian Deaton details her growing anger and faith struggles during COVID restrictions in Seattle.
- She faced loneliness, mental health issues, and spiritual disconnect, leading to deep internal conflict.
NYC Move Chaos and Ward Support
- Jillian recounts a traumatic apartment move in NYC with bad conditions and rat infestations.
- Ward members unexpectedly supported her family during flood damage, demonstrating community care.
Husband’s Doubts Spark Comeback
- Jillian shares the emotional impact when her husband disclosed his faith doubts about the Book of Mormon.
- This revelation prompted her intense personal study and prayer to rediscover her own testimony.