Where Should We Begin? with Esther Perel Esther Calling - I Lost Him, But I Lost Myself Too
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Feb 12, 2024 A woman grapples with grief after losing her husband to suicide five years ago, contemplating the intricacies of love and identity. Topics include the delicate balance between mourning and moving forward in relationships, as well as the challenges of unfolding emotional depths in partnership dynamics. There's a powerful emphasis on self-discovery within long-term commitments and the importance of sexual empowerment. The conversation invites listeners to reflect on their personal journeys through loss, resilience, and the complexities of human connection.
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Caller's Initial Hope
- The caller explains she listened to the podcast in hopes her husband would glean something helpful.
- He struggled with depression and anxiety, often related to work stressors.
Husband's Background
- The caller's husband, a Puerto Rican man, grew up in the projects but attended a prestigious private school.
- He constantly grappled with feelings of inadequacy and fear of returning to poverty.
Caller's Self-Reflection
- Five years after her husband's suicide, the caller questions her role in normalizing his behavior.
- She wonders if she could have saved herself from the trauma.