Udo's Obsession with War Gaming and Personal Reflection

Udo, a German war games champion, delves into the world of war games, particularly focusing on playing the game centered around the Third Reich. His obsession with the game leads him to consider going pro and dedicating himself fully to it, despite the perception of war gaming as being nerdy or lame by some. Through his journal entries, Udo reflects on his strategies, the underlying philosophy of the game, and his personal motivations, revealing a complex mix of confidence, self-consciousness, and a deep dive into the inner workings of a mind fixated on this unusual hobby.