445. Rock Bottom to Rebirth, Nate Morgans

In this emotional and unfiltered episode, District Chief Nate Morgans of the Tulsa Fire Department sits down to share a story that spans leadership, trauma, addiction, redemption, and the power of truly transformational healing. Nate takes us from his earliest days on the job, through rapid promotions and deployments to Afghanistan and Ukraine, into the hidden battles that nearly cost him everything.

After years of functioning at a high level while quietly unraveling, Nate reveals how alcohol became his coping mechanism for anxiety, hypervigilance, and an inner turmoil he didn’t yet understand. DUIs, a demotion, a failing marriage, and suicidal ideations pushed him to a breaking point. He walked through the IAFF Center of Excellence, tried to rebuild, relapsed, and continued searching for a way out of the cycle that gripped his life.

The turning point came when Nate discovered Ibogaine therapy, an alternative treatment he now openly champions. He describes how the experience forced him to confront the trauma, ego, and emotional patterns driving his addiction—providing clarity and healing that traditional approaches alone hadn’t unlocked. Nate credits Ibogaine with helping him rebuild his relationship with himself, rebuild his life, and step fully into long-term sobriety with purpose and direction.

Today, Nate is committed to paying that healing forward. He shares his work with the Casey Skudin 343 Fund, supporting firefighters seeking alternative mental health and wellness treatments, including psychedelic-assisted therapies. Through this work, Nate is helping create new pathways for firefighters who feel trapped in silence, stigma, or suffering—offering real hope rooted in his own lived experience.

This episode is raw, brutally honest, and deeply needed. Nate’s story reminds us that the fire service must embrace conversations about mental health, addiction, trauma, and recovery. And it reinforces a truth we cannot ignore: our people deserve care, compassion, and access to every tool that can save their lives.

Nate’s vulnerability is a gift. His message is a wake-up call. His recovery is proof that healing is possible—and worth the fight.

For more information on the Casey Skudin 343 Fund, go to www.343fund.org

The Casey Skudin 343 Fund is a 501(c)(3) nonprofit committed to supporting first responders and their families who struggle with trauma, PTSD, depression, addiction, and other mental health challenges related to their careers. Founded by Angela Skudin in memory of her husband, FDNY firefighter Casey Skudin, the fund provides grants and access to holistic and alternative healing treatments—including psychedelic-assisted therapies and other non-traditional modalities that are often inaccessible through standard healthcare. It also offers structured preparation and integration support throughout the healing journey, aiming to help those who protect and serve find sustainable recovery and wellness.