
Come Back Podcast Sean battled pornography and evil spirits - he almost lost it all..Jesus Christ never gave up on him
Nov 23, 2025
Sean shares his tumultuous journey from childhood faith to addiction, detailing the impact of pornography and a chilling encounter with evil spirits. He recounts his struggle with preserving his marriage amidst relapse cycles and loss of faith. After a low point, the reluctant step into addiction recovery leads to community support and a spiritual reawakening. Through therapy and prayer, Sean finds reconciliation with his wife and rediscovers his faith. His painful experiences ultimately become a source of hope and purpose, inspiring others on their paths.
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First Exposure That Started The Cycle
- Sean first saw pornography around age 13 and felt immediately hooked, which launched a 13–14 year struggle.
- He describes being unable to stop despite knowing it was wrong and expecting a mission or marriage to cure him.
Physical Sobriety Isn't True Healing
- Sean distinguishes physical sobriety from mental sobriety: absence of access isn't the same as healed motives.
- He realized a mission removed access but didn't address underlying reasons he used pornography.
Paralyzing Spiritual Encounter
- Sean felt a terrifying, negative presence in a house late at night and froze instead of using priesthood power or prayer.
- That event triggered anger and a gradual withdrawal from church practices over the following years.



