Ep. 145 - Behind the Scenes of Our Marriage: Our Rawest Relationship Q&A

Ever wonder what really happens when the microphones are off? In this raw, vulnerable episode of The Manifestation Method, I'm sitting down with my husband Beryl for our first-ever joint podcast - answering all the questions you submitted about our relationship, the messy parts included.

We're pulling back the curtain on what you rarely hear couples admit: the jealousy wounds that almost derailed our engagement, the eight-hour fight where I locked myself in a room with his computer (and threatened to throw it off the balcony), and how we almost canceled our wedding just two weeks before - venue booked, guests' flights purchased, everything ready to go.

You'll hear the real story of how we met (spoiler: his ex-girlfriend cornered me in a bathroom on our first date), why everything looked perfect on paper but something crucial was missing, and the bonfire moment where vulnerability cracked us both open. Beryl reveals the turning point: "I woke up the next morning and realized I'm in love with this girl."

Drawing on relationship wisdom and hard-won experience, we're sharing what nobody told us before marriage: the one-word answer Rabbi Daniel Kohn gave when I asked the secret to Shalom Bayit (work), why dating without touch created stable ground before emotional fire, and how my jealousy wound collided with his over-friendliness in ways that required serious growth from both of us.

This episode includes our conflict evolution (from kicking him out in winter to self-regulating before conversations), what makes men feel safe to commit (willingness to meet at edges, not sweep things under rugs), how I'm learning to hand over the keys to the kingdom and place him on his throne while still remaining queen, and the practices that keep us connected when life gets full.

We're getting honest about masculine/feminine dynamics - why logistics kill intimacy, how weaponizing emotions destroys safety versus taking responsibility for big feelings, and why his stability that attracted me is the exact thing that challenges my novelty-seeking jungle-dreaming soul.

Whether you're dating, engaged, married, or simply love real stories about conscious partnership, this episode offers proof that healthy love isn't perfect love - it's two humans choosing and repairing and growing together.

Press play and discover: marriage is the hardest work we've ever done, and that's exactly why it's the most sacred.

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