Astrid Holleeder & Miljuschka - How I Got the Courage to Take Down My Murderous Brother

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Introduction

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I Am a Sitting Between Astrid and Mushka

02:21 • 3min

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A Very Strong Mother, and She's Still Loves Me

05:24 • 3min

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The Story of Yerl and the Underworld

08:03 • 2min

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You Coul Kill Us, You Knowr

10:21 • 3min

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The Kidnapping of Mister Heiniker

13:16 • 2min

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The Voice in Your Head

15:42 • 3min

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The Story of the Shooting of a Brother in Law

18:14 • 3min

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I Love My Brother, but at the Same Time I Want to Put My Brother in Law?

20:56 • 2min

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When I Touched the Ball, I Was at Ease

23:10 • 2min

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I Was a Very Aggressive Person, but I Don't Know What Was Normal

25:24 • 2min

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I Was a Child of a Father That Abused Us

27:53 • 2min

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My Mam, I'm a Friend of the Lord, and I've Felt Very Powerless Sometimes

30:17 • 2min

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The Voice in Your Head

32:31 • 2min

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Why Are You Doing This?

34:43 • 2min

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You Moved From Fear to Fearlessness

36:47 • 3min

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The Choice of Doing Something Is So Incredibly Courageous

39:49 • 4min

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Is It Brave to Do That?

44:11 • 2min

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The World Is 50 Shades of Gray

46:19 • 2min

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You Can Make a Lot of Cakes, but Still, It's Not a Piece of Cake, You Know?

48:40 • 3min

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I'm Going to Shoot You, I'll Shoot You. I've Got a Time and a Place

51:13 • 3min

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Do You Know How to Solve Problems?

54:06 • 1min

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Is It Harder Than Doing the Wrong Thing?

55:35 • 2min

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I Feel So Sorry for My Brother

57:58 • 2min

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Is Happiness a Science?

01:00:00 • 3min

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The Greatest Gift My Brother Gave to Me

01:03:23 • 5min

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The Best Way to Be Happy Is to Give

01:07:54 • 3min

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I've Read the Bigtan Ge Sulitit Everytinging, I'm Sure of That

01:10:29 • 3min

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Will You Take a Short Cut if You Have So Much?

01:13:39 • 2min

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How to Change the Cold of Your Brain

01:15:27 • 3min

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How to Train Yourself to Read the Right Thing

01:18:29 • 4min

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What Would You Want for Her Next Month?

01:22:38 • 2min

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Edith's Ager - How She Changed My Life

01:25:01 • 3min

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I Have Everything I Have

01:27:32 • 3min

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My Mother Is My Mother Equals Acceptance

01:30:05 • 2min

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What Is Death for Me?

01:32:09 • 3min

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What Do You Think About the Death of Your Son?

01:35:04 • 2min

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Habibi, You're Finally Home

01:37:08 • 3min

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We're Not Going to Leave

01:40:21 • 2min

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I Had a Near Death Experience

01:42:09 • 3min

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Why Is He Behind Bars?

01:44:43 • 2min

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You're the One That Supported Him

01:46:53 • 4min