My Mam, I'm a Friend of the Lord, and I've Felt Very Powerless Sometimes

i think my mam did really well ofin creating an environment for me as safe as possible. You never knew when he would ring the bell and you had to come downstairs or, you know. And one of the things my mam really taught me from being a small kid was, if he or others are here, make sure you're as invisible as possible. On the one hand, i'm very grateful. On the other and i've felt very powerless sometimes. But it's like a, what we say to each other normally is that people don't change. Yei it's because it was such a complex problem with society, with my brother, with my father, ith