#73 She Was Born Into Law. Panic Attacks Almost Ended It

Emily Logan Stedman was having full-blown panic attacks on family vacations. Despite making partner track at a prestigious Milwaukee firm—Teach for America, Law Review Editor, clerkship, Big Law success—she was ready to leave law entirely. Then her husband said something that changed everything: "I think you actually like being a lawyer. You might just need a different environment." In this episode of Lawyers Who Learn, host David Schnurman, CEO of Lawline, sits down with Emily, now a partner at Husch Blackwell, to explore her transformation from secretly struggling associate to Big Law's most visible wellness advocate. Raised by attorney parents who joked her birth announcement named her their firm's "newest associate," Emily followed the expected path without questioning what she wanted. Teaching fifth grade in rural Arizona became unexpected litigation preparation—breaking down complex concepts, managing classrooms with precision, and reading people became daily courtroom skills. Emily's breakthrough came when she joined Husch Blackwell with a radical ultimatum: be fully herself, or leave. That authenticity manifested in daily LinkedIn posts about Big Law realities, nationwide mentorship calls, and a systematic approach that "neutralizes" the billable hour by tracking everything like clocking in and out. Her most surprising revelation: adopting an entrepreneurial identity through Coursera business courses, thinking of her practice as "the law office of Emily Logan Stedman" within the larger firm. Emily represents the bridge between generations—an elder millennial who survived the old model and is reshaping it from within, proving strategic time management and authentic self-expression can make Big Law sustainable.