She’s Back: Q&A with Dawn on Submission, Surrender, and Living Fully

In this special episode, Dawn returns to the podcast for the first time in six months to answer your questions—raw, real, and unscripted.

 

We’re in the middle of launching the Rapture Self-Study Course, and this Q&A episode is the perfect companion. It’s an honest look at what life really looks like inside a 24/7 Dom/sub dynamic—one rooted in love, truth, and personal transformation.

 

If you’re newer to the show, this is a powerful reintroduction to Dawn and her journey. And if you’ve been with us from the beginning, this episode will feel like coming home.

 

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In this episode, we explore:

 

💬 Does her collar get hot in the sun?

💬 What happens to submission when you don’t want to do what he says?

💬 Will we still be living this dynamic at 75?

💬 What role does Dawn play in choosing her clothes, makeup, and appearance?

💬 How do we talk to family and kids about our D/s lifestyle?

💬 How has surrender changed Dawn’s body and her relationship to food, fitness, and control?

💬 What’s the line between expressing desire and topping from the bottom?

💬 What’s the most liberating part of submission?

💬 How do you deal with jealousy inside a power exchange relationship?

💬 How long did it take Dawn to “break her ego”?

💬 And yes… someone asks if she likes BBC or white guys (we answer that too).

 

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Highlights & Quotes:

🌀 “The longer I’ve been in submission, the more me I’ve become.”

🌀 “Submission isn’t about getting your way. It’s about giving up the need to.”

🌀 “My ego didn’t break. It just became irrelevant.”

🌀 “Being right is a poor man’s version of self-worth.”

🌀 “I want to be a horny, kinky, radiant 75-year-old woman.”

🌀 “You can’t sprinkle kink on a regular relationship and expect it to transform you. It has to become who you are.”

 

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Whether you’re in a D/s relationship or just curious what it really looks like behind the scenes, this episode is an invitation into the deeper truths that make power exchange both erotic and transformative.

 

Next week, we’re diving into the real reason Dawn stepped away from the podcast—and what’s coming next. It’s a big one. Don’t miss it.

 

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