
Fashion Neurosis with Bella Freud Fashion Neurosis with Hilton Als
Jan 14, 2026
Hilton Als, an award-winning writer and critic at The New Yorker, shares fascinating insights on identity and fashion. He discusses wearing his mother’s hosiery, exploring genderless dressing and personal history. Als expresses his deep identification with women and how matriarchy shapes his skepticism about power. He reflects on childhood moments of shame and his passion for styling, even admitting to the erotic pleasure of dressing partners. With humor and depth, he illuminates how emotional responses become critical language in art.
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Instagram As A Mini Magazine
- Hilton Als treats Instagram like a personal magazine that stages short, intense narratives through images and text.
- He uses stop-start posts to present emotional problems and move on, mirroring magazine short-form storytelling.
Family Silence Enabled Self-Invention
- Als wore his mother and sisters' hosiery and undergarments as a way to keep them near and to invent himself freely.
- His family’s nonjudgmental silence gave him permission to explore gendered clothing without shame.
Childhood Shame And Hidden Desires
- Als recalls feeling shame about scuffed shoes at Easter despite being otherwise well dressed.
- He also hid a Playgirl with Jim Brown under a bathtub, showing early compulsions to conceal desire.



