Tryp Rapport Episode 035 - Handshake, Fist Bump or Hug?
May 16, 2023
Join a deep dive into transformation as a marine veteran shares his journey through psychedelic-assisted therapy. Discover his struggle with trauma and the unique healing moments that unfolded during sessions with MDMA and psilocybin. Hear about the power of camaraderie among veterans and the importance of integration after profound experiences. Reflect on how trauma often ties back to parental relationships and the lessons learned along the way. This heartfelt narrative emphasizes hope, connection, and the transformative potential of psychedelics.
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Turbulent Post‑Service Transition
- Colton describes eight years in the Marine Corps with combat deployments to Fallujah and Ramadi and an abrupt transition to civilian life.
- He rushed decisions after return, opened a restaurant, and experienced divorce and isolation as his life unraveled.
Failure Fueled Isolation And Shame
- Colton links business failure and solitude to the start of deeper mental health struggles after 2008 losses.
- He internalized shame and stopped sharing burdens, which worsened isolation and decline.
Friend's Suicide Triggered Deep Guilt
- After a corpsman friend’s suicide Colton cut ties, disposed of Marine reminders, and lived in shame over battlefield leadership mistakes.
- He describes carrying guilt and believing closeness would bring harm to others.
