Tryp Rapport Episode 035 - Handshake, Fist Bump or Hug?
May 16, 2023
Join a deep dive into transformation as a marine veteran shares his journey through psychedelic-assisted therapy. Discover his struggle with trauma and the unique healing moments that unfolded during sessions with MDMA and psilocybin. Hear about the power of camaraderie among veterans and the importance of integration after profound experiences. Reflect on how trauma often ties back to parental relationships and the lessons learned along the way. This heartfelt narrative emphasizes hope, connection, and the transformative potential of psychedelics.
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Father's Illness Revealed Complex Emotions
- Colton recounts his father's cancer diagnosis, emotional distance, and the guilt of feeling his dad gave up after chemo.
- He later learned his father had traumatic experiences (jet crash) that may have shaped his behavior.
Moral Injury Undermines Identity And Patriotism
- Colton and the host reflect that moral injury blurs right/wrong, making veterans question patriotism and identity.
- Seeing the enemy's humanity and state actions' consequences creates lasting identity betrayal.
5‑MeO Led To Overwhelming Self‑Love
- The 5‑MeO experience produced a profound self‑love realization for Colton, dissolving the sense of self and revealing unconditional love.
- He described feeling 'love of God' and recognizing that self‑love and universal love were the same.
