
Cosmosis [Formerly The UFO Rabbit Hole] Cosmosis: Origins
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Nov 1, 2025 Join Kelly and Jay as they journey back to pivotal encounters with the unknown, from eerie childhood memories of luminous beings to transformative adult experiences. They tackle the emotional toll of secrecy and the impact of their intertwined destinies. Discover their new commitment to fieldwork and inquiry, focusing on the enigmatic Ohio River Valley. Along the way, they explore the nature of belief, societal perceptions of the unexplainable, and the shared stories that connect our experiences of the extraordinary.
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Childhood Visit From Light Beings
- Jay describes seeing two slender "light beings" at four and feeling a telepathic, loving message that they'd visit now but not later.
- He remembers awe rather than fear and his mother's comforting normalization of imaginary friends.
Collapse Of Self And Radical Remembering
- Kelly recounts a transformative August 2021 event where her sense of self dissolved and she "remembered everything" about being part of everything.
- She returned changed, feeling eternal love and compelled to start a podcast mapping that new reality.
Podcast As A Flare For Community
- Kelly launched the UFO Rabbit Hole podcast as a personal map after her transformative experience and it quickly grew into one of the biggest UFO podcasts.
- The podcast became both a research outlet and a way to find others who answered her flare into the dark.




