What psychosis feels like: The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness
Oct 14, 2023
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Guest Matt Ottley, an artist who has experienced hallucinations since childhood, takes us on a journey through the representation of psychosis in his art. Topics include the portrayal of bipolar mind as a tree, the acute phase of psychosis and distorted perception, a dreamlike journey of psychosis and atonement, and the recovery phase of psychosis discussing shame, stigma, and the importance of early help.
Psychosis can result in delusions, hallucinations, and disordered thinking, creating altered states of thinking, sensory perception, and self-awareness.
Psychotic episodes are associated with a breakdown in communication between different regions of the brain, leading to misinterpretations of reality and auditory verbal hallucinations.
Deep dives
The Experience of Psychosis: Delusions, Hallucinations, and Disordered Thinking
Psychotic episodes can lead to delusions, hallucinations, and disordered thinking that defy logic and sense of reality. Artist Matt Otley shares his own experiences of psychosis, where he believed a mushroom-like organism was growing inside him. His latest artistic project, 'The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness,' combines an orchestral composition and an illustrated storybook to provide insight into the nature of psychosis. During psychotic episodes, Matt's ability to understand language was impaired, but music became crystal clear to him. This summary explores the altered states of thinking, sensory perception, and self-awareness associated with psychosis.
The Brain in Psychosis: Messages Fail to Connect
When examining the brain function of people experiencing psychotic symptoms, such as delusions or hallucinations, a common theme emerges: a failure to connect messages between different regions of the brain. This disconnect manifests as a timing issue, where movement instructions are received before the person consciously intends to make those movements. Auditory verbal hallucinations may also occur due to a breakdown in communication, blending internal speech with external sensory input. These disruptions in processing sensory information contribute to misinterpretations of reality during psychotic episodes.
Shame, Stigma, and Seeking Support
Psychosis can be accompanied by shame, embarrassment, and self-stigma, which may prevent individuals from seeking help. Stigma surrounding severe mental illnesses like psychosis remains pervasive, hindering individuals' acceptance and understanding of their own experiences. Matt Otley highlights the importance of love and empathy in supporting those experiencing psychosis, as well as raising awareness to help others better care for individuals in this state. Early intervention and a non-judgmental support system can make a significant difference in achieving wellness for those who experience psychosis.