How Did You Feel When Your Fiancee Passed?

i think im people respond differently in these states. For me it was, it was really struggling to find any joy or liveness in life. And i think also, like my, a lot of my friendships and like, meaning ful relationships are kind of dried up as well. I just didn't feel alive. There's a sense of connection to my heart under that grief. Am, i really love you Kando.