The Fastest Way Out of a Nightmare

Every conversation I get in the first thing that comes in my head is how am I getting out of this Every conversation I make plans every conversation I've ever been in with anyone I have to plan my escape. And if you think I'm a bitch fine because you already think that so I that ship has sailed there's something so Liberating about people already thinking you're a bitch, right? Then you're just like I can't control this. I might as well just roll with this and small talk I cannot do it. Something you can say that no one can fuck with is that when people um like Want to take your energy just going like I'm at capacity right now.