I'm certain crying because I'm thinking about my dad. Who passed away. Like you don't have to be treated differently because you're a girl. You know like I mean it was told to me. How did you feel back then? Lucky. And at the same time like I'm wondering like what happened to that 14 year old who just wanted to be a little bit more normal. There's a very real situation in that you are different. Your circumstances you're different the standards against which you're measured is different. It doesn't sound. Sounds stupid to say but there's a there's a you know there's a veryreal situation in thatyou are different.