I don't like to look backwards. I did lots of bad things in my history, or not not bad legally but things that I regret. And I learned from them and I learned, I learned to say those words, I did the wrong thing, and I changed my behavior completely. We are a better way to do things that it's really hard because well, the Republican Senate and House is now just voted that we should not allow financial advisors to include to worry about the ecological impact of a company. It's only about money. Their job is simply to tell you where to invest your money so you might get through the largest return,. as opposed to where it might make good for people