Will I Be Okay in the Future?

I think I just discovered a new category in processing pop and I was thinking about this in Under Ocean Boulevard where I wanted to write kind of ass like, you know, will I have children? Like will I be okay in the future? There's a quite similar song on there, which is kind of saying, will I find that happiness? Will I let it break me? Or I could dream of a family? Even denial is romantic and that's romantic is that bad that you're in? And also dealing with some of the same existential crises that women in your 30s might be dealing with.