austin: I was told, not the drinking part is much, but more like the drugs part not to do. And so i'm absolutely terrified. My mam used to your words were, scare the everliving shit out of you. How do you think that's related to your anxiety? Well,  i don't know where shes a toghts on her head come from. Would you be ok blaming her if it was her fault? "I have maybe a drink every once in but it's very rare"