I Don't Want to Talk About Anxiety

I was a little nervous about a, a coming on here in general. This isn't somethingi, i've done ever, like, i don't talk about this really. I felt like my thought process was, if i ignored it, it'll go away. And the more i talk about it, the more real it is. Like, people would come in my chat and say, like, what are you going on, doctor k for? He doesn't even want to answer that question when he's the one who did it publicly.