How to Dissect and Destroy Pain

Everything i had ever wanted started to come to me at the age of 50. I would say to the universe but i was really fussy when i asked for this and it would just say oh sweetheart we want you to have everything why do you think pain exists so that you'll ask for things in peace? So try going to peace and just staying there and see if things you asked for when you were a child or an adolescent are not finding you. If your spiritual connection is aligned then that's like that one in front of all those zeros and all of a sudden all thoseZeros have meaning yeah.