You Don't Want to Admit That You're Dying

There's a lack of self honesty going on. There's just a lack of consciousness. Consciousness is not something that you're born with. And right now you don't appreciate just how little consciousness you have and how much more of it you could have. The ego plays a big part in this too, is that you really don't want to admit to yourself that you're doing this,. Who wants to admit that they're causing their own suffering? It takes some courage to admit that. Because as soon as you do admit it, that means that al the suddn you take on a lot of responsibility. Now you have a lot of control about how your life flows. A lot