The Impossible Thing to Uphold

I think one of the number one things that people say about my mom is you know she was sick for so long and she never complained. I'm like well if mom never complained about any of her pain then how can I possibly have any right to feel anything other than happy and grateful all the time? So that can really affect emotionally when you're not willing to accept those more negative emotions that are just part of life. My dad who I adore he was is a worker like he just man like he just gets stuff done and is and never never seems to really tire and so that was my other role model was this man who was like Superman who took care of my mom take care of