The Underdog Mentality

I always wanted to be unseen. I found solace and comfort in that, especially in my teenage years when I was growing up. It's not that I didn't have insecurities and stuff, but I just like really kept them to myself as well. People are telling us about like this, wanting to fit in, especially at a time when everyone like needs to find that people wanting to fitting in. This is my mental space growing up. And even now there's kind of like this weird understanding of like my personality. Honestly, I'm still trying to like understand it too.