Sasha: I feel like I do better when I waver a lot. Since where I've lists and checklists and subject lists, and I got like the stuff that is for me in my personal life, just like random stuff that has to be done. And then the stuff that I want to do professionally, creatively,. And then I'll fall off. So here's what I'd suggest for you. If it's not what floats your boat, no big deal. You're going to respond well to crises and deadlines. Procrastination is actually a solution.