Zen Beginner's Mind - Motivation Feedback

i've got a pretty pretty big financial investment in e-bike and i am treating it like my car and my exercise and my break from the world. It's amazing to be away from the world for like an hour every afternoon before i go home for dinner but motivation feedback knowing that you suck and that you can improve is key. I need to fully the embrace the full catastrophe of this as john kebbitt zen says i need to embrace how much i suck at this and be okay with it not be mad about it, just keep looking for opportunities to improve and to have a good heart about it.