i think books can be misleading by just the way they feel. Like whether it's a printed book or just seeing a bunch of text, it just always seems more authoritative than it should be. And so i wanted to kind of meet the reader half way. The problem with writing is that you have to make the truth static when obviously it's ahly more dynamic in nature. I want to show that i can be funny, i can have self doubt, and like, can you, still grow through the thing? Sother was approaching it as if he had approached it from an outsider point of view. There's like meams in the book, andand there's lots of humour in