You Can't Change Other People Directly.

I became very jealous of an ex-boyfriend who came to town and like, needed signs of affection. I dropped the fact that I was having like suicidal thoughts, even though I wasn't. Simply getting an emotional reaction out of her didn't matter. She hated me or loved me. It's a reaction. And if she doesn't like me, that hurts and it sucks. But it doesn't necessarily mean anything about me. If my body can bring me down, I can also bring up my mind by making myself healthy.