Grief and Death

This is the second time my mam died in 20 13, and it's a very similar experience. There seems to be structurally some kind of physiological process that is deliberate and underneath the conscious mind when it comes to grief. Whenever you get the chance to start crying, do it. If any of you out dealing with this stuff, don't like, push it back. I'm lucky. Bcause of my job, i'm able to let go full fucking crazy right now. So i haven't been outside that much. But i went bought a bike has been an antidote when i've been low, is to just ride around on my new bike,. It definitely helps but not going