Is There a Reduction of Suffering?

i'd rather have the open availability. Sa, i can do anything, i can go anywhere. I can think any thought, i can feel any feeling. When something isn't in your awareness, you can't attend to it. It doesn't exist for you. And because you couldn't notice that, you couldn't do anything about it. Im, just because one you collapse, it's hard to get out of it. F yi, don't know, ow, you kind of forget that you're collapsed. Am, when you expand it, like, oo, there's the loophole just in, there's that collapse i was just in, and there's everything else