And you may find in yourself an urge

to say something, but it could happen here, even here because it's unlikely that you're left your mind outside, it came with you, but that's a good thing because then you can become aware of it. And so life suddenly becomes much more simple and you begin to practice here, when you differentiate between the easeness of things and your interpretation of it. This includes people too, every person behaves as they do according to their level of consciousness at this particular moment. In many people, their consciousness varies, sometimes they're really unconscious, and at other times they're fairly present. You might have noticed that it could happen to you sometimes still, sometimes you're very present, and then something is triggered. I got triggered. He triggered me. He always triggers me. So you got triggered and then you can't. So what happens when you get triggered? Something takes you over. It's like you become somebody else for a while, and you might even say things that you later regret when you're a bit more conscious again. You say, oh, I said something terrible. It's too late. You said it. Of

course, then forgiveness has

to come in.