i was definitely a little nervous to share, like, what i went through. A gorophobia is about avoidance. It's all about avoidance. And when i'm hearing, when we talk about the bucking bronco and ignoring your thoughts, it's about avoidance, avoidance, avoidance. So could this be an anxiety tisorder? Absolutely. Could this be a, like, in a hallucinator, like a marawana induced p t s d absolutely. I think really, like you deserve to have someone, a license mental helt professional, sit down with you and really talk through that a. Do you what was it like to actually share that experience? Tho's all