In representing juzhi-tsu was a big thing for me which transcends my life. My physicality was something I put my honor and my fate on top of everything. Once you become comfortable and the acceptance of the result you're not in control, you become a much more complete,. Not a warrior because you just find your mission as a priority, not exactly. How an AVCO can go to battle, not visualizing the possibility to die; how a fireman can save a kid from a structure without the slight chance of him to die and fall with. So that's why in my career I was putting a lot of tension in my breathing, putting a lot Of tension