Do I Not Behave in the Way That Is Right for Me?

I talk a lot about this notion of, we might call it socialization. I call it human domestication. And so when you notice yourself minimizing or dimming yourself, some of that has to do with what the world thinks about you and what the world says about you. So for me, that's an immediate call out where then I almost challenged myself to dress even. Yeah. Where I'm just like, challenge yourself to feel uncomfortable and to feel like you are going to either get attention or get noticed or not even that it's going for that. But that just that ping of like, oh, I'm trying to manage myself based on what I think people are going to think