If you can't accept help, your relationships are going to be one sided. And oddly enough, i don't blame you for it. But it's like it's a problem of your own creation. So if you have the power to fix it, you also have thepower to break it. I need to learn to trust. Hey, person whom i've never met before, come into my house and you can stay as long as you want to. By the way, this is where i keep all my petty cash, and here's where my wallet is. My god, i've been taken advantage of. You don't want to just blindly start going out there and practising trust