The Power of a Tactic Mission

There's no way out other than the jump door, which I think is a pretty powerful metaphor. And that reminds me of the fantastic film 300 in which they talk about these Spartans who were trained to fight from a very young age. It sounds like there's a similar aspect to your experience there where you're terrified and yet you're forced by needing to be aware of your surroundings and your peers so as to not cause problems. That process, I imagine, was to keep people like me actually moving instead of just crying.