Leadership has become something that's done behind desks on spread sheets. Not everyone's cut out to be a leaderand that's ok. Leadership is very difficult, and it comes at great personal risk. If you're going to speak out against injustice, if youre going to stand up to protect your people,. You will not get that time or energy back. Once it is spent, it's gone. The joy of seeing some one in your careSomething beautiful. Your five year old shares with your four year old. Kid gets a graduate school, gets a job, gets promotion, gets married - all these little glimmers are worth it. It always is.