How Do People Think About Me? And How Do I Look in Her Eyes?

When i was six years old. I moved here from russia. And that was an amazing time for me. There was so much here in the us. That was not available in russia at the time when i moved here. So i always felt like i was kind of the odd one out. Always felt a little bit weird. I always felt that i had to work extra hard to fit in with with the culture that's here. Maybe you can relate with that. When you're walking down the t you're always in the back of your mind thinking about, what's that person think about me? How do i look in his eyes? HowDo i look in her eyes?