The Strange Loop in the ESports Scene

I feel like there's a lot of expectations on me. I think that most people either love or hate me. There's no gray area. The way that I I don't the way that I talk in League setting Maybe you don't get it here or something because we're not in a league setting or something. It's very Adjectates a lot of people pisses people off. So anyways really what do you say that this is people off there? I don't know how to okay, so he doesn't have anything else going for him right now. He just entered into mid 20s But that's kind of old in eSports if you don't have anything other going for you