How to Deal With the Stuff That's Going on Inside of You

You have to change your entire attitude about yourself. The worse it is inside, the better the more trouble it causes. I remember when i first got to the point that instead of thinking that stuff inside of me that was causing all this trouble was what i don't want. Its terrible as keep me from god. And then i realize, no, this is what's keeping me from God. Therefore, if i see something, it's exciting. You have to be excited. That's the whole thing. Psychology goes the wrong way. They get you started right? But we're going to see the difference between spiritualityan psychology as we go through this.