Spirituality is probably the most challenging part for me. My understanding of those things and the things i trust in have deepened, but it does remain an area that is challenging. The spiritual development is getting that figment of our imagination or ego out of the way so we could surrender into caring for the collective. And that has been my experience. I'm wired and was raised to be a sceptic. But through direct practice, you get an inkling of some direct experience,. then i can't avoid kind of evangelizing.