How to Stop Being a Wreck

I used to do all that shit all the time like cover Like pick up the bill but also like help some almost certain things give people things. Now it's the opposite where I'm like you're not getting unless you're really close to me and you've earned your place Yeah, I'm like I won't give anything because also I I give out like this is the best doctor This is the best and then I can't fucking get appointments And then I can’t get in whatever but it's just so wild to me.