Sasha: I have a feeling that if I keep on asking you questions, you're going to end up in a place that may be helpful to you. But I'm not sure you'll be entirely happy with it. Sasha: You can look at your story as a story of triumph, but I think it's also like a little bit dishonest to just look at it as a stories of triumph. That there's a lot of hurt, a lot of unfortunate stuff,. A lot of things that could've been done better.