What Is a Fluctuation?

All emotions are fluctuations of the mind, even thoughts. The cessation of fluctuations is what leads to peace of the mind. If you want to be free from all of this stuff, even the tiredness, it's not like a physical thing, it feels spiritually exhausted. In looking for friends, you try so hard and it doesn't work. So you're like, you're tired of trying. But every day when you wake up, you have energy, right? Every day your glycogen stores are full. Your oxygen saturation is 99 %. Your heart rate is like 78 beats per minute. And i get pisst off, cause i feel stood up. This person stood me up