i'm still, ah, a little anxious and nervous about this. Opening up in front of an audience is something that's really difficult for me. Most of my stuff is just making videos. I don't really try to delve into a whole lot of behind the scenes kind of personal stuff. i would honestly spend some time, like, thinking about the first few weeks of fourth grade and what that was like for you. And let yourself almost be like an older brother to your fourth grade self. You'll be surprised.