Grief Feelings

There's an expectation that you must show outward feelings of grief and discomfort about somebody passing, even if actually your feelings are very, quite complicated around that. So people want us to perform in the aftermath, and then they want us to performing at being ok. And then on top of that, when you are like me, and you're one of the others, and you don't fit neatly into a box,  you can feel like an outsider in amongst a whole group of people who are grieving about the same person.