The World Is Not Mystical, That It Exists

i feel my life is a sort of move between those times when i remember that, and then there's a sort of closing down in the mind. And over the years, i'm kind of oquet with that really. The philosopher wickenstein said, it's not how the world is mystical, that it exists. Sometimes you can have these extraordinary moments of o isn't it just incredible to be alive adtimes when we might have felt like this?