There's almost like the p t s d from the panic attack. And then kind of the last thing are two more things that we can kind of touch on. Like, what is happening in your brain to create these kinds of sensations of like d personalization where you feel like you're not in reality any more? So they 're sort of like this physiologic, neuro sience, like, weirdly ritual innolike,. Let's talk about the nature of the universe in existence, man.