Is This Really Going to Be Fun for Me or Is It Really Going to Be Joy?

I think there's can be a healthy amount of ego that that drives us to accomplish things but when you're living so aligned in an ego I just feel like that's not the authentic mission driven path that we know we are here to be here to live. Would I actually want this thing if no one knew about it? That's such a good question to ask yourself thoughlike it's not possible especially when you have your own personal brand and online space. If nobody saw you making this decision and nobody saw the outcome of that decision, would you still want to make it? Is this truly going to be fun for me or is this really going to bring joy into my life  and